I've been a complete emotional wreck lately.. I mean my Mom's birthday is Monday (May 9) plus Mother's Day is Sunday. That in itself has made my nerves and feelings a wreck. My boyfriend and I have been arguing nonstop and I'm sure it's because all I want is a bit of attention during this time and I can't even get that cuz we always fighting which keeps us apart. Then on top of it all, I'm working on getting my stuff together to go Abroad. I moved into my aunt's basement and hell I already feel unwelcome. I had to stuff all my shit from my bedroom in my apartment into this equally sized bedroom, but of course my stuff doesn't fit because someone has huge contraptions of Barbies in there, so I had to get a storage for my things, adding yet ANOTHER bill i'll have to pay while i'm there. But I guess i'm making do with what I have and i'll be grateful for a place to stay but I just know I can't be here for long.
It's day 3 of summer and I'm almost close to snapping. The constant asking of where I'm going, Hell i'm a got damn adult and I've been one since 2009 when they cranked my Mom's body underground. I just dunno what i'm expecting. I'm ready to get abroad, get back, be done with school and have a job with my own personal space so I can just relax and continue doing my own thing..
Well, i'm glad. This is my first bitchin' post and I'm sure more to come.
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